Today was a little better. I got some work done on a project I’ve been working on for a couple months now. Got in the zone a bit. It’s always good to feel productive and to put your hands to something you care about.
I went to ultimate tonight. It wasn’t half bad. I didn’t really get yelled at, and I managed to make a few good plays. I don’t like having to “prove myself”, but at least I felt good about my play. Still no new friends made. Everyone on my team seems to already have their cliques formed with people here and there and aren’t too keen on making new friends. Only one or two seem genuinely friendly. Tweaked my ankle a bit I think. The cleats I have aren’t too ankle-friendly.
I found my iPod shuffle, which I had figured got lost during the move. So that’s a plus.
There’s still a lot of turmoil going on inside me. I just have to try to understand it. I had a hard time sleeping last night.
