Mitch ministered to me today at Sir Pizza. He was talking about today’s sermon at church, and it reached me. It was about letting God be the underlying support to your self-esteem. He also talked about how not having enough faith is a worse burden than not having any, and that is the truth. He said it’s not worth it unless you just do it all the way, which I’m not willing to do yet.

I’m just not into the whole Christian deal. I haven’t been for years now. I still look at Christianity in general and see something that is fake and unsustainable. But every once in a while I feel my spirit touched by something, and that happened today. It gives me some hope that one day I can have my own faith in God again instead of everyone else’s faith.