freaking out

August 24th, 2008

Today around 11 I took a bath and read a book and got ready to go eat lunch at the Sir. I was all ready to go around 12:45, when I couldn’t find my phone. I looked everywhere. Couldn’t find it. Then I started flipping out. It was late enough that I felt like I need to let people know I was coming but would be late. I looked some more. Still couldn’t find it. That’s when I gave up and decided not to go at all.

Then I was sitting in Stuffy’s recliner that he let me borrow and felt it vibrate. I had already looked in it several times for my phone. So I took off the back of the chair and found my phone, finally. Too late to eat lunch, but I found it. So then I tried to put chair back together. It wouldn’t go. I tried over and over. I started getting angry and flipping out again. I gave up.

Now I’m emotionally shaken. Why did I flip out so much? Like, flipped out to the point of almost crying. I feel a little broken inside. I’m feeling lonely and abandoned.

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